I feel the stirring in my soul and I come here.
I sit in the quiet. Candle lit, coffee hot.
Calming tunes bring a sense of peace into my soul.
But underneath it all is a stirring, an awakening.
My soul needed a rest. I have to thank my back for that.
No workouts, no sweat for 3 months now.
I needed a season of rest but my drive wouldn't let me so my body stepped in.
In the pause is where I began to listen, look and sense it.
I don't know what it is but I can feel it. I want to call it by name but not yet.
It is not ready.
2017 was my year of GRIT. Damn I needed it. I needed to know that when I was stripped of everything I STILL HAD ME.
I still had ME. No one can take that and no one can be me.
So here I sit and type.
No edits, no backspace just open, raw and my thoughts flow.
Awaken my soul 2018.